Second day of the year 2005

Greetings to all! We really did it! I mean the New Year. But we should never forget the past year.

I'm a bit crazy now, 'cos it's night here now in my native small town and my dream is to go to sleep, but also I have to wait one song to be downloaded. So, you are to read my thoughts :-)

So, I always wanted to make some conclusion. You know, like in the news - what we had during the year 2004. But it'll be not political, just simply events of my life.

1. I've finished my school. It was on the 19th of June. I'll never forget that day - my prom! It was like a fairytale. And with the best principal! And, of course, my 11-A!!!

2. Now I'm a student! One of my dreams too. Now I know I'm smart enough! Ha-ha. Just kidding!

3. My teacher now has a baby-boy - Victor. He was born on the 9th of June. I'll never forget those 3 weeks that we were without her. But those weeks really made us closer to each other (especially with my best friends)

4. My parents bought a new appartment. The bigger one. So I'm gonna move out in summer (probably, but still don't know for sure)

5. I've found lots of new friends in my Univ. They're just great.

6. I've finally seen the last Buffy eps. - they're amazing, it's a pity Sarah is not into another ones. But we still have her, we have James and all others :-)

7. I have a new model of my mobile phone. It's Siemens C62. Happy event!!!!!!

8. It was a year of lost love. It's hard to explain, but the thing is that I'm over it now.

9. I've found who my friends really are. Thanks to all of them. Love some of them :-)

10. Now I know my enemies. Which is really good, because I will never let them stab my back.

11. I can proudly say that I'm stronger now. In all the ways!

12. Now I have earrings in my ears.

13. I still have my e-mail friends with me. Lots of hugs to all of them.

14. My country is different now. We are the Nation!!! I'm proud to be one of the millions.

15. We have a new President

16. My parents are the best in the whole world

17. I'm happy to be what I am, to have what I have now.

It's not the whole list, it's all I could remember by now.

I'm older now. In 2005 I'll be 18! Almost a grown-up. It's time to say goodbye to the PAST and to welcome the FUTURE!

Asignatura Pendiente
Cuantos besos atrasados,

demorados y que ganas de tenerte

en mis brazos embriagarnos

de recuerdos tan lejanos
Ahora estas tan cerca

y me vuelve el pasado,

la revancha de un amor nunca empezado

se me escapan los segundos

por tenerte aqui a mi lado
Un amor ganandole al tiempo

Un amor de pasado y de recuerdos

Un amor que nos haga de esa luz
Te acaricio y me entregas y te entrego

en tu cuerpo un alma en celo,

como un loco me sumerjo en el pasado

y te sueno aqui a mi lado
Aqui estamos y el amor nos hace un nido

que hasta dios un nido eterno,

tan sincero que no hay modo de quebarnos,

no encuentran tan enteros
Un amor ganandole al tiempo

Un amor de pasado y de recuerdos

Un amor que nos haga de esa luz
Un amor ganandole al tiempo

Un amor de pasado y de recuerdos

Un amor que nos haga de esa luz
Un amor verdadero

Un amor tan sincero

Un amor que nos haga de esa luz

Happy New Year

Happy New Year to all of U!!!!!!!!!!! I hope it'll be just great year, 'cos we have OUR PRESIDENT with us!!! Happy New Year to Ukraine, To Europe, America and the wole world!!! Love U all!!!!!!!!!

We're the strongest :-)

Нас багато і нас не подолати!!!
That's the thing that I wanted to write on my native Ukraininan language. That means - There are lots of us and we're undefeated! And that's completely true. Believe me. The power of our truth is the strongest power in the whole world.
Now we're celebrating. Yes, it's not the celebration that we all waited for, but that's something. The real celebration will come soon, I'm sure in it. There's no more lies, no more those horrible things that we used to have. I don't know what'll be in future, but I hope something new, good and wonderful. Our nation is not on it's knees anymore. We're not the nation, we're Nation.
As all TV channels say, this day will be marked in our history. Today's the day when our country turned into the Parliamential-Presidentially country (we used to be Presidential-Parliamentially). That means that Parliament will have more power now. I really don't know is it good or bad. I'm not a politic... But from what I understand, that's 50/50.
But all we have to do now is to wait. To wait for the 26 of December. Hope the democracy will win this time!!!
God bless us all.

Orange Country! Orange Life!!!

Just one thing I wanted to write today. I just LOVE orange colour!!! This is the colour of FREEDOM!!! We're all strong and will be till the end!!!
Hugs to all I know. And also to those I don't know :-)

Something new, something blue!

Oh God, I'm finally back here! It's been so long since the last time. Many things have changed in my life. So has my blog. It's blue with white now (it used to be pink!). I really don't know the reason of changes... Really... But this is what I have here. Now blue is my fav colour!!!
From now on I'll promise myself to write something new here everytime I enter Internet area. Now life's much better and I'm not so tired as I was just 1-2 months ago. That's good for me! But everything was like in hell back then.. You know, I'm a freshman! And it's always bad to be like that. But now I'm completely new. I don't feel like the 1st year student. I'm just a STUDENT of department of English language and literature.
So now it's late and I still have to learn my Latin. So I'll return here tomorrow!
Bye, love. Williamina.
P.S. Special "HI" to my friend Fashiongrrl :-)

It's okay if you're not the smartest, the brightest, the most talanted or prettiest, but the most important thing is to be confident with who you are - and I know I certainly take a lot from that ~ Sarah Michelle Gellar. November 2004

Save My Love

I know that it was long time since I wrote something in my blog... It was a happy time, but at the same time - sad. Maybe I'm a bit bad mooded now, but it's just me! You can congratulate me - now I'm officially student! Everything will start on the 25 of August. But before I'll have practics - the help to the University. I don't know what we'll do there, I just know that I have to go there on the 17th of August. You know, it's just don't fare - all of my friends start their studies on the 1st of September, but I don't...It's over... Now my childhood is over.... Oh, God, how hard is to realize it, to move on from it. I just don't feel like grown-up. I feel I'm the same girl I was just 2.5 month ago!I know it's my turn to walk away from it. I have to leave it, to go... But I'm so afraid that as the time passes, I'll forget all good that I had at school, with my friends. I'm afraid of losing that memory, but not because I want to forget, it's because I want that memory to stay with me forever! It's the end, but only for today! See U next time, hope with the better mood and with the new impressions from the University :-)

Sad days

I've promised to write about the hardest days in my life. Oh, God... Well, those are connected with my school(yeah, school!). As maybe you know, or don't know - I've finished my school almost 1 month ago. It was the hardest time ever! First of all back then I began to realize that there will be no more lesons, my friends and even my teachers! I always knew that this time would come and everything would be over... But... I don't know. It's kinda really complicated... I remember that I always wanted to become grown up, to have my own life without that childish problems. Now I have this life, but something is missing. I feel that I don't fit here. I feel that I've left something there - in my school, with my friends... It's hard to realize that next year there'll be other pupils, but there'll be no us... I won't meet my friends on the 1st of September(as I usually did). It's hard to speak about our class in the form of the past tense...
Maybe for somebody it's funny to read these things, but it's not for me. I feel that the part of me died on the 19th of June(exactly when I left my school for forever). I know that there'll be another life, but it won't be like that! Never!!! Sometimes I begin to think about all that and I just want to cry... I don't know why, but it's really hard to remember that time that we had together. It's a big period of time -10 years!
My school has become a part of my life. Maybe it's just because the new principal? I don't know... It's hard to write about all that emotions that are now in my head.
Sometimes I think - how happy I am: there'll be no chemistry, physics, biology and etc. But at the same time I'd agree to live that life again! How I want to return there!
I have videos from my first and last bells, my prom. How hard it's to watch them! To see everybody together...
But I think the hardest thing is the Time. There are some moments in our lives when it's hard to realize and to feel the Time. Time is cruel... It gives us something new, but takes away all we had and wanted to have. Time leaves only memories and dreams... I'm happy that my dreams came true, because there were my friends and school in my life. But at the same time it's hard to realize that Time can make those memories and dreams just fade away... I hate Time! It took everything...
At the same time I know that I must be strong and to be ready to make a new step in my new life.
It's like a goodbye, a look back on something good, warm and sunny. You start to breath slow, you're calm and happy. No worries and problems. You already said goodbye and now you got over it. It's all right. You just have to leave, leave this place, across the universe to another life. Your way will be long and smooth. You're good with it, but still something trembles in your heart. You want to come back, but it's impossible, and you clearly know it. You're in the middle between past and unseen future. You breathe and take a step forwards, across the universe.
So I need to say that word "GOODBYE"
I'll always return to my school. I'll always remember it as the BEST TIME.

P.S. Oh, by the way, Fashiongrrl! Thanx for the support :) And one more thing - I don't really speak Russian. Well, I know it and can speak it. But I live in the Western part of the country and we speak here Ukrainian. That's what I wanted to say. Oh, and good luck with your fanfic!!!!!